New Year's Eve 2013

Tonight we were home and had our own little New Years! We drank alcohol free champagne, Ricky drank some jack and coke. but Sophie the nice friend that she is stayed sober with me all night! Great food great company, great night! Lets hope 2013 is a better year for us all!

Hair day and movie night!

So today was a fun Saturday! Sophie's staying over for a few days always fun to have a friend around! We have been getting girly, doing hair, eating ice cream and having Thai food for dinner! And yes Ricky's here too and he's joining in the all fun! Except the hair stuff! :) We watched a movie called The possession... Freaken creepy! Now it's sleepy time! Tomorrow we prep for New Year's Eve! :)

Hormone overload. Down kitty!

What's happening to me? I'm happy then I'm crying or I'm crying cause I'm happy, or I'm sad. I don't know but I will cut you! I'm not normally like this but I'm very over protective of savannah, like mamma bear mode, don't mess with my kid. Or I'll cut you! I won't really or depends on the person. Ya the hormones are making me even more crazy than I was before, and I'm not impressed. I hate where I am. Meaning Sweden! I can't tell you how bad I want to leave. I'm scared to take a vacation back to Cali because I know I won't get back on the plane to go back to Sweden. I just won't. It's taking everything in my power to not say some things I'm thinking right now, so lets quit while I'm ahead. The end.

My daughter I will love you always and forever.

Teach her how to love- with passion and kisses. Love her passionately. Love her father passionately and her siblings passionately. Express your love. Show her how to love with no restraint. Let her get her heart broken and try again. Let her cry, and gush, giggle and scream. She will love like you love or hate like you hate. So, choose love for both you and her.

You've been warned.

I'm so annoyed, and my tolerance level is very low. I don't wanna be awful to people but seriously get out of my way. I can't control it. At the mall today I wanted to rip people's heads off. Scary I know! Just know its not me it's the hormones, god I hope! :/

Cute

You know your prego

When your taking a nap at 8:30 at night. Sooooo tried.

My life.

I would do anything for this girl!

Christmas for 3 and a 1/2

We were home yesterday for Swedish Christmas. It was the best Christmas I have had in Sweden this far!

Saturday!

We have been Christmas shopping and wrapping gifts! Now it's relax time watching mr & mrs Smith eating my winter green mints! I'm trying to forgot that I'm pregnant because its so long until anything will happen. Next thing we do is a ultrasound on feb 19th soooo far away! I can't forget cause I remember every time I need to pee every half hour! Ojojoj happy Saturday!

California Christmas came to Sweden today!!

I saw the big yellow truck pull up and I knew it was for us!!! My daddy and sister went to all the trouble to make this Christmas special for us even thought we have no family to spend Christmas it feels like that are with us! I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful giving family, and its so nice of my dads wife Amy to wrap all the gifts for savannah! Christmas morning will be really special for her!! So happy today! That's just a few things in the pictures we got loads more!! :)

Stylish obgyn/Mvc Kungsängen

Today was my first visit to the Mvc. I'm in week 11, so I guess they say week 10+1 :) everything went good! I'm great on all levels blood sugar, blood pressure, hemoglobin and no protein in the pee. So it's just a waiting game now till 18 weeks and we get the first ultrasound! I really liked the midwife she explained everything well, better than the last midwife I had! So hopefully we get along we'll! :) and I just love the waiting room it's so pretty I want my house to have this style! :)

Xoxo

I have to admit I'm sad it's over. I hate endings. :/

Sunday funday!

Today was a take it easy day! Had bubble baths ate choco cake! Tried on our cute new brackets from Jojo :) we heard the good news that our friends Tess and Fredric had there baby girl this afternoon! Congrats to them! So it was a good day indeed!