Dinner and dessert!

Nacho plate and apple cinnimon cupcakes! :)

2 days of sunshine!

Is spring starting??? Please say yes!! I love it even if its cold out it so nice!

Prego style!

I'm gonna have this style this summer! Love it so much! :)

What a day!

A train ride, a subway ride, a waiting room wait. Its A baby girl it is! A sister for savannah! <3

19 weeks

And tomorrow is the big day! We go for the first ultrasound and hopefully find out the gender, I won't leave until they tell me! :) excited! I don't know how I'm gonna sleep tonight . And I'm a little sad that savannah can't come with us I want her to there. But it's no kids alould :( she will have fun with Jojo anyway!

Tmi!!

My text convo with the hubby! Ya good bye romance! Hahahahah and my valentines flowers!

On repeat.

Breaking point

OMG I'm so bored and so unbelievable frustrated right now. I can not take this anymore. I have not left this house not even gone out the front door in weeks and I think I'm gonna loose it. People in jail on America have more freedom and sunshine! I have to try with everything I have to find new thinks to do, granted that don't cost money money cause I'm not aloud to spend anything and I have no one to hang out with during the week. That's also partly my fault because I have been having head ache, and I don't wanna meet anyone that might be sick. But omg I really think I'm gonna go mental soon for real. I wanna saw some really bad words right now!!! And NO it's NOT easy for me to stay positive and unless and until you have been in my shoes and been in another counter away from everything that's family and home to you for 6 years then don't say a word. Cause you have no clue.
Most people won't even move out of a city because its out of their comfort zone, I move across the freaken world ok. And it's not that I'm just having a bad day, I have been have a bad day for 3 fucking years. Ok rant over. I hate it here.

beauty and the beast

I love this show! Ok I love Vincent! Lol can Alex just get out now!

I hate valentines day!

But I wouldn't mind a cute breakfast like that! I don't even wanna celebrate it anymore mostly because my husband doesn't ever remember or get me anything! I through a fit every year cause I feel sorry for my self and a lot of people are sooooo happy posting pics for flowers and valentines day dinners and I get noting. Of course I wanna be like them. That's why I would rather expect nothing and then I can't loose. Whatever v-day.

Baby owl

Dining room make over!

When I get board I need to do projects so I did the dining room! The best part I didn't leave the house or spend a dime! Less is more sometimes!

Lips are soooo dry!

Every night I have to put on lip medics because if I don't my lips crack and bleed its so annoying! I am So over this winter it's not even funny.

Momhood

They grow so fast!

Savannah and Ricky 2010 to 2013 both taken on Sunday mornings! My loves!

Fika day! And happy news!!

Saturday Jojo and jockey and killian came over for coffee and treats! Its been a while since we have hung out! cause of this cold winter and being sick! but it was fun to finally meet again! Jojo and jockey asked us to be Killian's Godparents and we are so honored! It was such a fun day the boys and kiddos went for a walk and Jojo and I drank blended Carmel frapps yummy! Later we got pizza and watched the melody festival! A fun Saturday!

Chores and playtime!

Moon sand! :)

I wanna get this for nana!

Please give summer back to Sweden.

This California animal is not gonna make it with out sun much longer.

Dress...

Baby all better!

The weirdest things, savannah got a fever for about 24 hours and then she back to normal! I swear she was coming down with a cold, but she didn't have a stuffy or runny nose or cough or Anything. She's a healthy kid and I'm so happy for that! Its hard for me when she is even a tiny bit sick i hate it, i just wanna take her pain away. fever is obviously her body fighting off something and that a good thing! She did good she pounded the liquids ice water and orange juice and now she back to her happy playful self! Yay